first week of sch..

heh.. back.. was workin last fri and sat.. main bar pos 1.. work till 4+.. den darlin came and fetch me home.. =) den go back slp and slp.. den sat.. was workin at long bar.. pos 2.. it is so damn bloody cold there.. like freezing.. cries.. tt day went back together wif jane.. her hubby send me back..

sunday.. slept till noon.. wake up le.. went to shop wif darlin.. david and his gf also there.. we went to eat.. den go golden mile wif his uncle.. den later we went to far east plaza.. den went to watch "haunted apartment" at lido.. watch le.. den went off le.. went to tpy take thing.. den go his place..

next day.. monday.. first day.. supposed to go sch.. but when darlin wake me up.. i dunno say wad to him.. think i say i dun wan go sch.. lol.. ask him go work.. so he went to work and i continue sleepin.. lol.. din go to sch in the end..

tuesday.. went to sch.. 10-5.. den wed also go sch.. 8-12.. den wed supposed to be 830.. but i din knoe.. diao.. reach there and onli a few pple nia.. those who also dunno de lor.. lol.. went to sch cox got presentation.. sian.. den after class.. went to darlin work place.. actualli findin him to eat den go home slp de.. in the end.. we eat le.. went back to shop.. cox i lazi go home.. den later accompany him go town take thing.. den slack at there.. -.-"

den today.. thurs.. there is no CT.. heng i ytd go find teacher.. for the LOA thing.. den she say.. -.-" she came in tt time i was not in klass.. so mani pple dunno also.. diao.. den today slp till 11+.. cook noodle.. den went to sch.. reached at 1++. go till 4.. for BMT.. i am so good girl.. ahhaha..

aniway.. dunno when.. remember we took a cab.. wif his mum and bro.. we go geylang eat dian xin.. think is mon la. haha.. ytd his mum bday.. so went to get a wallet together wif darlin for her.. den go eat mos burger..

tml is a long long long day... haix..

yawns.. school is startin soon.. and its like.. fuckin borin.. especially i hate friday! damn.. if i am goin to go sch.. on fri.. it will be supposed to be 8-5pm.. and after tt.. gotta go work.. at either 9-4 or 1030-6.. gosh.. took next sat off.. diao..

aniway.. was stayin at home normlly.. din realli go out.. and sch starts next monday.. i did not fail ani modules.. can continue.. but should be failing CT this comin sem.. so.. will be askin the lecturer.. if confirm fail den i dun think i will be attending the lesson.. and repeat the whole year again.. why.. cox CT is a year long module.. fuck..

so last fri and sat, the 15 and 16.. was workin.. darlin manage to wake up on fri to pick me home.. and while sat shared a cab wif isabelle.. as we goin to the same place.. sat was together workin at cy wif emma.. cox was teachin her.. quite ok i think.. cox i dun realli need to do anything.. woahha..

aniway.. slept through sunday.. till noon.. woke up.. was gonna rain at 5+.. so me and darlin faster went down to tampines.. had the express tepanyaki at basement.. saw wai yee there.. lol.. cox she workin there.. so she is nice to treat me two cans of green tea.. haha.. so went to buy mel's present.. and we went to mel's chalet at downtown.. saw some pple i knoe de.. kah sin, yeh li, wei sheng and hou yun.. den later me and darlin go help mel buy alchohol.. den before tt cut cake.. den later they went back le.. so seat awhile... fel and her gf came.. so was tokin.. den 10+ we went back le..

monday.. darlin nv go work.. so went to bugis.. dunno why damn sleepi.. went back to slp after eatin KFC there.. and walk abit.. lol..den at night went to heartland mall wif darlin and his bro to go eat sakae..!

den later tuesday.. met up wif cat at bugis.. we like walk every corner of bugis.. and feelin damn tired.. -.-" went to breko.. later kenna force to go icon.. =( i hate goin there! -.-" walkin round in a square and walk down every storey.. lol.. so later pei her to train station.. den darlin came to fetch me..

wed.. meet up wif connie and joselyn.. went to plaza sing and watch "little man" ok la.. funni show.. -.-" so connie as usual.. always get lost there.. -.-" den before the show we went to have lunch.. den after movie.. we walk to OG.. they go find a fren.. den later at night.. joselyn went back.. den connie walkin the same way as me.. so i went to pei her wait bus.. den went to carpark there wait for darlin.. so later.. on the way saw TP... -.-" get a long way to go back.. diao..

den ytd.. slakin at home whole day.. den overslept.. and waitin for aunt to bath.. so din go shop find him.. lol.. end up he come fetch me and we went to lor 8 i think.. there to eat ba chor mee.. before tt i eat man bao le.. so din finish the ba chor mee.. hee..

today.. friday.. sigh.. workin later.. good luck.. workin at pos 1 main bar.. cox some of the handwrittin is realli dunno how to read one.. lol.. mayb goin to slp now.. wohahaha.. bb!

results out le.. -.-"

was workin on last fri and sat.. the 8 and 9.. but sat was not feelin well.. went back earli.. lucky darlin haven slp.. so he came and fetch me back.. den was sleepin the whole sun.. -.-" den mon.. tues.. nv go aniwher.. everyday slack at home.. den meet darlin go eat.. yawns..

aniway.. jux took back my result.. damn heng jux pass.. -.-" all C and D.. ha.. meet up wif jane and eunice on monday.. go her house bake cake.. den today.. i also bake something.. but not bake in oven one.. aiya.. wadeva.. -.-" life is so meaningless.. -.-' haha...

lalala.. -.-"

so borin now so come blog.. feeling so sleepy.. wed went to work.. met up wif eunice at bugis and eat le.. went to work at 9..

den thursday.. 31aug.. forget go wher liao.. lol.. -.-" den friday sat workin.. darlin sick.. accompany him to doc.. den he was sleepin at home.. but he came to fetch me on sat after work.. he and kenny came down..

sun.. supposed to work.. but leg pain.. so nv go.. slack around.. den at night went to eat..

monday.. slack at home i think.. haha.. went to find darlin at his work place.. den later at night his fren bike got prob.. so went down to punggol.. see see look look.. help him awhile..

tuesday.. went out with eunice and wei hao.. went to bugis.. den we go suntec.. play ddr.. den sing ktv.. den meet dar at marina square.. den i lost there.. -.-" den reach le.. went to genaral hosp.. accompany david see doc. den go chinatown eat.. den went home..

today.. met connie.. went to rebond hair.. she come tpy find me and we went to eat mos burger.. den travel down to bedok.. den buy xiao xin vcd! den darlin come and fetch me.. =) and my darlin sponser me fifty for rebonding.. wohahaha.. =D

yeah! sakae sushi and kbox!

yawns.. so sleepi.. haha...

think goin back to slp later...

aniway.. friday! 25aug.. din slp for the day k.. haha.. was jux slakin around.. and my aunty came over.. tokin wif her..

so later around evening went over to orchard to meet melody! so long since i see her.. wanted to go party world.. but its damn ex.. so we went over to kbox at cine instead.. and the jug of bbc taste like coke.. -.-" and its realli coke onli.. haha.. den sing till 9+.. darlin come le.. den we went to eat.. den went home..

saturday.. i was so li hai. sleepin the whole day k! till evening.. duhx..

so dun have appetite to eat.. eat a little bit of noodle.. den later night time went to home ktv.. take cab there.. cox was andy birthday.. so ps.. -.-" they opened martel at 12. and 1230.. its finishing.. kaox.. -.-"

aniway i was feelin not realli ok.. so end up darlin gotta send me back.. lol... first time vomit till like tt.. -.-" pui...

so reach home le.. could not slp properly also.. slp and wake up.. den later 4+.. we went to compass point.. walk around loh.. the arcade there sux.. always cannot play.. all this.. den later at night went to pungol and had dinner wif his uncle etc... quite mani pple..

den monday.. tt lazi boi din go work.. haha.. =x so we slp all our way till 4+pm.. LOL.. wake up le.. watch tv.. den around 7 we went to heartland mall to eat.. sakae sushi! wohaha.. was so damn full.. -.-" den darlin buy durian puff.. den went back.. watch the vampire show.. so funni.. haha.. den tts all bah..

tml wed.. goin to work.. =(

klass bbq was 25aug.. din go.. and might as well say i knoe le.. but they din tell me wher to meet and wad time also.. so also can say they din inform.. haha..

still remember wad benson say.. the despise are despising the despise.. gosh.. so wad should i say.. hmm..

lalala

monday night.. went to home ktv find david le..den went to loyang bai bai.. on the way home scary.. dun say le..

aniway tuesday! 22aug.. finish my last paper! but.. same la.. no diff.. dunno how to do.. kaox.. -.-" finish quite earli.. meet daniel for a smoke.. and so.. lucky we finish it slow.. cox one guy throw it on the floor and got one malay guy walk over show him the identity and ask him for his ic.. haha.. sad..

den after my paper le.. went to bugis.. meet wh.. waited for him quite long. went to buy thing for my boi.. den jiu go sim lim accompany him buy thing.. den later went home.. den went to darlin de shop there find him.. haha.. wanted to change the wallet for him one. but inside too mani thing.. cannot put all in.. so pass him everything.. askin why his wallet so mani rubbish one.. haha..

den later went to accompany him eat.. den went home.. den was watchin vcd.. den i hungry.. lol.. so went to eat porridge.. den wonder around.. den went back..

wed.. slack whole day at home.. darlin come le.. den later went to outrum eat the fish head.. den go back..

thurs.. after darlin finish work.. went to bai bai.. den go back cook maggie mee.. haha..

kallang race

cook fried rice and brin to darlin work place for him.. LoL.. on friday night.. he see me le snook.. cox i bluff him i at home.. hahhaa...

aniway.. waited for him finish work le.. went back.. den as i slp the whole day on friday... could not slp at night.. so bug him accompany me go eat porridge.. hahhaa.. eat le.. he brin me go to pungol or dunno wher de seaside... the jetty which we go OBS one.. see pple fishin.. slack.. den went to another side.. the road so ulu one.. -.-" scary.. den he pop wheelie like no body business.. haha.. -.-"

den saturday... wake up at 7.. when i slept at 6+? when i see brightness.. dot.. den earli morning... went down to shop.. den ken and michel there le.. den went to eat.. waited for the pple to come take the two bike.. den we jiu go to kallang stadium there.. kallang race! by yamaha.. haha..

sat is take lap timing.. start damn late.. cox raining..

got a pple buang.. see them all chiong corner den all collapse. got one is cheeseburger sia.. one pple on floor. bike on top.. den one more person on top.. lucky ken is behind them.. so buang le.. no big prob.. den later got one superman.. flip out three times.. den got one is scrambler.. dunno why dash out the road.. -.-" lucki no pple standin there and no lorry pass by.. and lucky i was standin another side callin the stupid pizza hut.. den got pple fall... some bike can start some cannot.. some still get up and continue.. nice..

the pizza hut.. one operater damn fuckin rude.. den i call again.. this one was better.. she let me order.. wad a bitch..

den eat pizza while ken gf joanna order mac.. haha..

den the thing till 5+.. went back to shop.. was so damn sleepi.. went up and slp till 8 like tt.. came down.. saw kenny... they was still doin the two bike... so later me darlin and kenny went to eat... den go home.. koon.....

sunday.. same.. wake up earli morning.. but woke up late.. wake up around 8.. lol.. den went to eat mac breakfast.. den went down to shop.. eddy was there le.. den we went to kallang... ken, joanna and michel was there alreadi.. waited for the race to start.. got quite many grp..

den the supermotar de.. no.4 de ang moh.. damn lau lan.. but he is good.. so he got the champion in tt .. den so he do alot stun.. den before that de semi final tt time he do stun.. bike cannot start.. den pple pillion him back somemore.. haha..

so eddy de two no. 27 de bike.. 4stroke de din went to semi finals.. den the 2stroke de went to semi finals.. but durin semi fell.. but the bike can start and continue.. so cut quite a few pple.. but din manage to get to finals.. nice sportsmanship k.. haha..

den anwiay.. got one malay came to borrow the 4stroke bike... cox his tyre dunno wad happen.. haha

beside eddyong de motor shop yeow painting.. got one uncle.. 51 year old le.. he run expert and a few race.. he got 3 throphy sia... haha.. li hai.. got champion in the "lao ren bei" and other placin in the other two race..

so the thing ended around 5+.. went back bath.. den go shop open.. put back the bike.. den together wif darlin, his bro and his dad.. went to outrum there to eat.. eat le dne went back koon..

den now i am at home liao.. yawn..

tml got accs paper.. ar.. fuck.. alreadi hols mood liao.. hai..

should i go back attica work? dun work no money le.. hai..

life so bored.. shoppin..broke le.. haha

life is so borin.. cries.. hai... jux finish pm1 paper and it sux..

who to blame.. myself loh..

sigh..

aniway.. last sunday.. 13 aug.. go home awhile.. den went out wif darlin.. went to orchard.. paragon first.. buy thing.. den went to heeren.. take pic.. =D den went to cine.. den saw got parade.. haha.. den went to bugis.. buy the perfume.. den go to marina square.. went to eat sakae sushi.. den find david and his gf.. went to bbgg.. den went back le.. actualli goin eat porridge one.. midnight... 1+.. mummy call.. so din eat.. alreadi reach le.. den went down to yishun find her.. happi.. eat spagetti frm 7-11 and tiger beer.. dot.. den 3 mummy go off.. den the who come back.. call mummy.. den she came back.. den we go off..

monday.. wake up le.. went home.. slp.. den till 3+ den wake up.. went to sch submit the gems thing.. den went home.. den go darlin de shop find him..

den tuesday.. at home.. den 2+ go darlin de shop there find him.. go eat.. den later slp at upstairs de room.. den evening wake up.. study.. den go back.. go back le.. go eat .. eat le.. go clinic.. =( expensive sia.. damn..

den slp.. den today wake up.. den later darlin send me home le slack awhile.. go sch.. now at home.. slackin.. haha..

back.. bored.. jux woke up from a nice slp.. haha
from morning till now.. aniway thursday.. dunno why jux slack all the way.. din study for ct.. till late at night.. read up.. dunno how.. so tired and dun feel like goin for paper.. and who knoes.. i raelli skip tt paper sia.. hai.. boi send me home le.. awhile later went to see doc take mc.. doc say my flame gettin more.. haha..

aniway.. slept my way through.. went home.. so initially richel wanted to pass me my things at tpy.. at 12+.. den he says 2+.. so in the end.. i din meet him there.. went down to find cat as she is reachin.. brought myself a pair of slippers, a top. and me and cat shared a puma bag as angel present.. so after shoppin at orchard, me and cat went to marina square.. buy anel present le.. angel comin le.. so went to shop abit.. so brought a top frm zara.. den wait for angel.. so was goin to changing appetitite to eat.. den me adn cat dunno how to go down one level.. lol.. so we saw angel on the way..

went there to eat.. okok la.. the food.. not realli tt nice also.. haha.. den we 7 reach CA that time richel came.. so went out to take my things from him.. den went back to eat.. so three person $60..

after tat went to watch fireworks!!! finally get to watch.. hai.. so pathetic this year.. today one also.. boi cannot make it in time.. =( he now onli on the way home nia.. sigh.. 915pm liao le.. so late.. so the fireworks was nice.. although got block by some trees.. hha..

saw ZR and her bf too.. they went to marina square find us.. so later boi reached le.. seat there took a few pics den boi jiu send me go work liao..

such a long time since i went back to attica to work.. haha.. saw mani new people also.. but dunno them.. aniway was workin at service bar wif kay and hafiz.. den work till 2+ damn headache sia.. diao.. went to smoke break quite a few times.. shhh.. no body knoes.. bth.. -.-" den finalli 530 lights on.. so pack everything.. got my pay!!! haha.. dun need punch in take one day pay.. shiok.. hahahha..

aniway.. got one cust giv me tips.. =( i din wanna take one.. cox take le cannot put into my pocket.. =( cries! den giv azmi saw.. he ask me take den put in tips box.. -.-" wtf! so take lor.. put inside.. hai..

aniway after work.. darlin say wanna fetch me de.. =( but call him so mani times he still sleepin.. so ask bernard to send me to his place.. hee.. lucky i knock his window he wake up. so went to eat.. den later he go work.. i slp all the way till now.. lol..

=P

no fireworks tonight. =( last day le!!! HAIX

exams sux!

just reached back home from sch.. measurement paper.. and it suck.. cox i din study door.. adjustment.. so did onli some of the roofing stuffs and finishes.. so basicalli skip everything behind.. wonder how to pass.. but actualli no mood go exams also.. hai..

tml ct.. morning paper somemore.. wtf.. din touch anything yet.. so knowledge of ct is still zero now.. and its goin to 6pm.. tml morning take paper.. gosh.. and i am fuckin tired and sleepi now..

so ytd national day.. get to catch some fire works frm boi house there.. haha..

din realli remember wad i did last few days... onli remember went in to malaysia.. first time go think is friday night.. is meet up wif david le.. den go to ecp home find ahlau etc.. den later went to malaysia.. saw quite a few of his fren.. den second time go malaysia forget when also.. mux see passport.. lol.. den second time actualli boi goin wif sister onli.. den sister not so earli.. so we both went in.. den go inside there eat the "la la" den sat i think.. went fishin wif darlin boi.. at marina south.. actualli is fish prawn la.. lol... first time fish.. so funni.. hahah..

den monday.. 7-08-06
had CRS paper in the morning.. and later break 3hrs plus.. den had CP paper.. finish quite earli.. went home.. no mood study.. went to tanjong pagar.. find sister, kenny, george, eddy, xiang hao.. and they got another fren evelyn.. they open chivas.. den till 2+ go home.. raining somemore.. diao..

den 08-08-06.. their bike day.. so study at home.. though not in a mood.. forcin myself.. hai.. dun understand.. measurement.. kaox..den at night.. went roundin.. before tt went to tan tock seng wif desmond, alex and his gf.. go there see desmond de sister.. den later head over to penisular.. got some of his fren there.. den later all of us went to marina square.. 7-11.. den later went over to cineleisure.. so mani bikes sia.. the whole carpark.. haha.. cars cant even go in! lol.. so quite a big grp there.. but alot go diff places.. so we went to serangoon eat prata.. haha.. den jiu go home le..

den 09-08... slp and slp.. watch NDP.. think tts all bah.. haha..

damn fucked up.. argh..

yesterday darlin wierd wierd one.. today he not feelin well.. hmm.. take care boi.. =)

long time since i come back to blog.. yawn.. exam period now.. fuck.. not in a mood to study at all.. got study also dunno wad i am studyin.. haha.. aniway..

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

goin to watch the NDP le.. owhahaha.. bb! i wan watch fire works.. =( this year nv watch at all.. hai

at boi house... all watchin tv.. i usin comp.. lol.. jus finish the pm1 proj.. haven touch up.. yawn..

aniway.. yesterday.. was so sleepi.. so slp at 6+pm.. wake up at 8+.. den later 9+ boi come le.. so went to shop.. his brake de screw dropped out.. -.-" den fixed le.. waitin for kenny to come.. den we went to plaza sing watch movie.. went to buy tix le.. went to play hotd4.. so long nv play.. den later went to eat KFC le.. slack abit.. den watched "too fast too furious!" tokyo drift.. not bad.. their drifting.. nice.. haha.. den later finish le.. jiu went back to boi house slp..

morning wake up at 8+am.. cox he need to reached the shop earli.. so went to eat le.. den he send me home.. on the way went to tpy lor 5 to buy you tiao.. he wanna buy for my ah ma eat.. haha.. den later reached home.. awhile.. i slp all the way till 3+.. when filbert call me.. lol.. meet him at tpy mac to do the pm1 proj.. after two hrs.. we haven finish! minus 30min of me eatin and starting the pro.. 1.5 hr!! still not done.. damn.. a 1000 words report.. den later 6 we decided to go home and do.. lol..

so i reach home.. got nth to do.. online and online.. online till noting to online.. dots.. bo liao.. later on.. went down buy battery.. funny thing.. lena ask me.. wher u goin.. i say i go buy batt.. den she laugh.. cox she jus went down and buy.. so she tell me go wher and buy wad brand de cheaper.. so rene ask me help her buy.. haha.. so went down loh.. for a smoke break too.

den go up house awhile.. den boi jiu come le.. so went down meet him.. accompany him eat at hougang.. den come up his house.. till now.. dots.. -.-" i feel like sleepin.. but dunno why.. after 12 i will be energetic again i predict.. lol.. mayb goin to ecp home later... haha.. bb!

yeah.. i am back.. haha.. waitin for boi to come over.. he still at home bathin.. -.-'.. aniway.. ytd.. went over to shop.. at amk there.. wait for stupid bus damn long.. funni thing is thomas horn me.. den he pillion me in withought helmet.. lol.. near near nia ma.. den he see le he stun.. lol..

den later wait for him off work.. den went to eat there.. den go back watch lie huo zhan che! den watch finish le.. went to eat teochew porridge.. eat le.. he say wanna go walk walk.. den we went to pungol park.. haha.. den later jiu go home le..

den today!! friday!!! nice day.. no sch! so morning wake up le.. went down together to shop there to eat.. eat le.. den actualli meetin filbert at amk do proj.. but he say tml meet tpy. -.-" so stay there for quite long.. playin gameboi all the way.. diao.. mario play til last round le.. but i dunno why dunno how to play the king.. lol.. so play play play.. du lan.. giv up.. lol..den later boi send me home.. den stay at home do the stupid mini egg proj.. kaox..

do finish le.. too tired.. go slp.. till now.. jux bath come out.. dunno later goin wher.. din meet up the gers.. hmm..

turn in life.. =) hopeful..

long time din come and blog le.. haha.. realli damn long.. cox i was plain lazi.. lol.. last entry was like one week plus ago.. haha.. many things happen.. hmm.. dun think i can remember also.. lol..

aniway.. monday, tuesday, wed, was as usual..go school le.. go home slp.. den go ecp.. lol.. standard.. den 20th.. a day.. =) he came to pick me to sch on thursday.. den friday.. i overslept.. lol.. so tt day ms yong was sayin late comers dun go.. so eventualli i din wana go la.. so went to see a doctor.. fuck.. 22bucks.. for cough onli.. dots.. den later went home.. take the medicine.. damn drowsy.. kaox.. so went to slp.. den at night go ecp there again.. -.-" everyday drink tiger sia.. now becomin fatter liao.. hai.. den tt day went up his place.. cox he too tired to fetch me home.. lol.. so next morning wake up le.. he send me home le den he go work.. den i go home le.. slp awhile.. den meet up wif cat.. at orchard.. around 6+.. walk around.. den later boi come to fetch me at plaza sing.. den go wher? go ecp lor.. LOL.. go there go until manager knoe us.. open one jug for us.. haha..

den sunday.. he din go work.. so we went to bugis and eat sakae wif david and his gf.. den monday.. go sch.. tuesday.. take mc.. wed.. go sch for measurement onli.. today.. went to sch.. so.. normal routine.. go eat le.. den he send me to sch..=D den onli ytd went down to ecp.. the day before i think monday also.. haha.. ya.. den today.. guai one.. goin home slp..

anwiay meet up wif cat ytd evening also.. at bugis.. and took a cab down to clarke quay to meet wei long as i overslept.. cab fare fuckin expensive.. 14 bucks! no chocie.. aniway attica does not want to hire him.. cox he not 18 yet.. so brin him to kura.. heng he got a job there.. den we go eat long john.. den meet cat there.. 9+ boi come fetch me.. den go ecp awhile.. den jiu go back le..

aniway.. was jus thinking.. kaox.. tt fuckin guy dun even wanna return me my things.. unless i go up his house.. wtf.. ur attitude realli makes me feel ... eee.. dun say le.. bb.. lol

the end of a chapter. its over

back.. wohaha.. last post type halfway.. den go out meet up wif eunice at bugis ard around 7+.. den 9+ go work.. workin at pos 2.. den pos 1 machine spoilt. so fuckin slam.. -.-"

den later after work.. actualli short of 8.50.. den go take the money.. put inside le.. dough counted.. den tell me go in count again.. so yuan lai i nv short.. lol.. kenna suan by him.. diao.. den he disturbin me.. so alvin took pic for us.. den he say wad he leavin i wun miss him all tt.. diao.. den jane was there laughin.. haha.. den take so mani pic he all got comment.. den after 4photo he still not happi.. den i walk out.. LOL.. den got the attica tshirt given by jane..

den later after work more fuckin funni.. they was playin wif water gun! left behind by customer... den kenna sprayed.. diao.. den i go snatch one of it frm jeremy.. the smaller one.. the big one damn power.. den later lorenzo go spay doug usin the bigger watergun.. lol.. den he go in bar take two can of coke.. lol..

den after work she took transport back.. so me and him walk to mrt.. din say a single sentence.. den he accompany me to mrt.. den went off.. took a train home.. slp.. was waken up by his sms.. at 2+.. sayin he wants to break..so say alot thing also la.. aniway..

after tt.. went to bugis meet cat at 4+.. went to eat mos burger.. and she brought me a stick of flower! LOL.. so sweet of her.. hahah! den later walk around.. went to change.. and was 6+ le.. change to venture full u loh.. den cabbed down to ngee ann sec.. wah.. the cab fare damn fuckin expensive! 18 bucks!!!!!

den the campfire was alright lor.. not realli tt fun.. seat there and have our small meetin onli.. haha... siglap scouts cf next fri.. not confirmed.. aniway.. so mani of us pop come out tt day.. lol.. nan de.. haha..

den later went to eat at st23 there. mama hosue downstair.. den eat le.. siang came and fetched me home.. changed.. den go down to ecp de home.. was not feeling realli tt good.. and was still smsing him.. pointless i could say.. hai.. den was kind of drunk for awhile.. den siang keep askin me why.. i din't wanna say.. so he keep drinking loh.. den later go cabanah.. go me, siang, david, lau, eddie and phenky.. den he ordered one barrer.. they could not finish and when siang go toilet they pour some away.. haha..

den was tokin.. den i told him.. but he forget le.. cox he drunk.. -.-" den aniway.. he still brin me go eat at "wang wang" scary.. together wif david.. den later pei him go patrol staion den go home.. reached home at 7am.. den slp at 8+..

den afternoon 6pm wake up.. slack at home.. eat.. online.. den he 9+ came down find me.. den go home again.. den eunice came.. we today miss alot songs sia.. lol.. went to play pool and photo hunt. den 3+ jiu went home le.. so i now online.. lol..

dunno tml can wake up not sia.. hai.. -.-" i must! and i will! because i am a good girl.. i din drink jux now.. =D

hmm..

--- i've kept my promise, and u chose to leave again.. this time i won't ask u to stay with me anymore -trust- ---

back! borin.. goin to work later... but eunice like not done yet.. so come blog first.. wohaha.. dunno wad the hell she doin at home..

aniway.. continue from my last post.. online.. till 6+am.. jy reached le.. so went to had breakfast.. after tt.. went to sch.. nv slp leh.. haha.. reached tehre at 8+.. had accs make up klass.. later was crs, pm1.. den ct went to the site near buona vista.. dunno wad MRT station was that.. a new round line.. haha.. went to seE the excavation.. but cant take pic.. gotta do site report again.

so after site visit.. went home to slp..

tuesday.. woke up... late.. lol.. at 10+.. so din go for accs.. went for measurement.. after measurement, 5pm, went tpy.. buy the sketch book frm popular.. den went home.. slack awhile.. went to meet eunice and wei hao... meet wei hao at orchard first.. shop.. brought the skirt and jeans from topshop! finalli! wohaha. cox levis dun have ani nice one.. diao.. den eunice reach le. we go eat.. den play pool..

at the pool center was damn funni.. first is eunice make dao the guy wif the cue stick.. den i was laughin at her.. den later wei hao go off le.. den later awhile later.. my turn to make dao another guy.. lol.. -.-" so before wei hao go back.. was down there askin him to buy drink for me.. but the machine there closed.. so he din buy.. den he dun wan go up help me buy also.. haha.. so later beside our table de.. playin billard de guys went out le.. den come in again.. ask us wad we wanna drink.. haha.. so tell them dun wan loh.. ps wad.. lol.. den later he went off..

so me and eunice went to KTV! till 4+am.. den go tpy.. den go eat mac.. den later 6 pei her take cab. den i go home. bath.. go sch.. -.-" yawn

so fuckin tired in sch.. so bth.. go till 12+ after lunch.. jiu go home le..

den go tabao food for him. den go find him. slp all the way..

till thurday morning.. LOL..

went to sch.. for everything.. den go home..

slack.. den siang came my house print smth.. den later went to fei fei eat wan tan mee. den went down to home ktv at ecp.. there today got lau, eddy, phenky, den later saw thomas also. den euncie came down find me.. wohaha.. den at there was funni also.. lol.. they open one bottle of martel.. drink quite alot.. den later me and eunice wanted to play pool. but there is winner stay ma.. so went to ask tt guy wanna let both of us play not.. he say ok.. but loser gotta drink.. beer.. so i say i dun drink beer.. so he offered me tequila shot.. so i say ok lor.. den i lose la.. cox tt eunice la.. nv tell me she touch the colour ball before she go in the black one.. so she foul lor! lol..

den later went back.. so the next table toss us another cup.. -.-" and jux now the tequila no lemon! -.-" den friday cant wake up to go skool.. head veri pain.. so slp.. till 3+.. online..

ITALY!!!!

wohaha.. jus finished watchin soccer.. yeah! italy.. but i din buy penalty leh.. buy level ball italy nia.. lol..

aniway.. hmm.. went to meet eunice on fri after i wake up.. at 7+ .. went to bugis eat chicken rice.. den went off to work.. collect pay.. shoiok... haha..

workin in service bar wif lorenzo and jeremy.. and tt lorenzo.. after eatin one lime dun wanna play wif me 5-10.. lol.. was kindof borin.. after work.. walk to his house loh..

slp.. till 3+.. den went to eat mos burger at ermarald point.. den went to borders.. walk around.. den he go dota.. while i go home.. change.. den go work.. workin at 9 on sat night ma..

actualli workin till 4 one.. but not enugh cashier upstair.. so jane ask me work upstairs till 6.. and bloody hell.. was supposed to work at main bar pos one.. so counted the float.. go over to baggage to cover first.. so counted the float there.. later suddenli jane ask me work service bar till 6.. so go up lor.. den count the float again.. 3times sia! damn..

den workin wif hafiz and bernard loh.. haha.. hafiz eat lemon.. lol.. was damn hungry.. diao..

den after work.. went to eat mac wif eunice and hafiz.. den he later den come.. took a cab.. dun say le.. say le also sian.. he gave me ten bucks take cab..

den later reach deport le.. help wei hao dye le hair.. den siang come le.. den went to tpy lor 4 eat.. den he come up print thing den go off le.. so i online till 1+..

xy and helen gonna do proj two person..well.. say alot of thing also la.. tml site visit dun think i need to go. not i dun wan go is teacher dun wan me go.. dunno le.. sian..

fucked up.

den go slp.. till 11+pm.. wake up..den siang reached le.. so went down to joo chiat eat.. he pass me a keychain.. lol.. den went down to ecp.. home.. watchin soccer there.. they opened martel.. quite mani pple there.. den later durin the extra 30min he jiu send me home le.. so reached home le.. continue to watch the penalty.. wohahaha..

i am so damn hungry.. =(

aniway.. sigh.. its true tt why a girl would believe a guy loves her.. haha.. when he dun even bother to giv u a sms to assure he is safe and did go work.. or even a i miss u.. nah..

trust.. its important.. but dun lose it.. cox its hard to get it back..

i dun think its true tt.. if u love tt person u wil trust them wholeheartedly.. even if u dun love him, u will still trust him if he can be trusted..
if u love tt guy.. u will trust him.. but to a extend tt.. he might not be true to u.. cox he knoes u trust him and thus, wad he do he will still lie to u cox he want u to trust him.. dunno how to say la.. but.. wads tt.. hai..

wads goin on me sia.. hai..

damn.. just now sms him.. den reply me halfway den he called me.. den tellin me he waitin for cab.. sayin they goin clubbin or smth.. din tell me he goin.. onli say he helpin to call cab..

now jus call him.. tellin me he in jeremy car.. den i say.. u goin together ar.. den he say ya.. wad the fuck..

cant jus say so. as if i wun let u go like tt.. den i say in jeremy car also nv sms me.. den u say u jus get in.. ha.. i believe u.. hmm.. ya.. i will try..

world cup.. make me lose 100+ liao.. diao..

its been some time since i last blog. haha.. one week? hmmm

aniway.. sat.. slp and slp.. lol.. wake up le.. meet up wif wei hao at 10+pm.. at dhoby gaught. so waited for his another fren to come.. ray or smth de la.. den walked over to prinsep there.. went to one of the pub behind Mr bean.. and !! there is England and portugal match..! score 0-0.. fuck.. my 50 bucks flew away.. haha.. port won afterall.. so no mood to buy and watch the next match of brazil and france i think.. haha.. and one of his fren still say wanna share wif me.. idiot.. take my lollipop somemore.. and nv share the loses wif me.. haha..

so.. richel booked out at night.. 11+.. smsed me.. so kind of quarrel lor.. cox he says i rather go meet my fren which i sees everyday den to meet him when i din saw him for a week.. hmm..

aniway.. after watchin the match wif his grp of frens.. we went off to meet eunice at cineplex. walked over there.. den me and her decided to go ktv one.. den stupid wei hao la.. dun wan dun wan.. den siang reached le.. wei hao dun wan go ktv. so decided to compromise. see got wad movie first.. haha.. and tt bastard make me fell down in the lift.. damn.. den no show watch.. den he finalli decided to go ktv! lol..

so went to the food court eat first.. eat le.. we went to part world.. till next morning 6am.. went to the kopitiam at dhoby gaught there eat.. den david came also.. den me eunice and wei hao decided to play pool ma.. so they go off first.. while we cabbed to marina.. cox tt wh say got 24hr.. idiot.. den in the end nv play. cab to his house.. slp awhile.. kenna slam by them. idiot.
throw me up and slam me on the bed.. -.-"

den later eunice go home. den pei him go dye hair lor. brin him to the salon at tiong bahru. before tt went to eat sakae sushi.. wohaha..

finish le.. went home.. so fuckin tired.. den he accompany me.. so seatin at mos burger there.. talk awhile.. den later go to his place.. at night.. i think.. dun realli remember.. lol..

so monday.. could not wake up.. too damn tired.. was sleepin all the way till afternoon.. dots.. wake up.. den went to eat.. den sllp again.. lol..

tuesday.. he wake me up.. wake up le.. went down to eat.. eat le.. take mrt go sch while he go home. dunno wtf accounts is tokin.. so durin the two hr break went to jurong east.. wif hx, tracy, cj, ka, alvin. i think. yea.. played pool wif cj. before goin back sch for measurement. haha..

and measurement.. diao.. was so fuckin sleepy.. dunno why.. so halfway of measurement i went off.. meet up jia yeow..

cabbed to his house wait for him change.. den we went down to town~! went to PS.. walk around.. buy ice cream.. woahhaa.. den walk around orchard.. saw a levis demin jacket.. but there no size.. i no cash wif me ma.. den he lend me his atm card go buy while he go work first.. haha.. so went back to ps.. which the sales ger tell me at there.. damn her.. reached le they say is raffles city. so go down lor.. bought the jacket.. den cabbed back to paragon.. fuckin lazi..

passed him the card.. den i go home le.. den at night was initialli falin asleep.. -.-" but yao called me.. so i woke up.. den jux nice siang sms me.. so wake up bath.. den he reached le.. so went down to home ktv.. haha.. at around 10+.. so stayed there till around 3.. damn funni lor.. his fren ken was showin and doin those magic trick.. den kopi keep tryin but fail.. haha.. so was laughin at him.. lol.. kenny went of earli..

den after tt went to eat at joo chiat.. wif kopi and ken.. when goin off tt stupid ken go smack my helmet.. -.-" den siang send me home..

reach home slp.. yeah.. wassup on wed! never go sch lor.. went to sch for gems presentation onli.. haha.. after presentation went down to bugis meet eunice.. walk around.. do nth..

went back to tpy.. take thing.. den go orchard.. play pool.. eat.. den richel called.. so told him wher i am.. den tt bastard out of a sudden behind me shout at me.. -.-" scare tio.. haha.. den.. aiya.. aniway accompany eunice wait for cab.. den went back slp.. -.-"

so wake up on thurs morning.. lucki i manage to wake up myself.. lol.. but was late.. cox pmm lesson change to one pm.. so din manage to meet them for proj.. soemmroe my phone no batt.. damn.. so obviously dunno wad contract pro was abt.. the lecturer nv brin me my chocolate.. she say i next week go her lesson den giv me.. dot dot dot..

den later after tt.. all of them went to AGM.. but i din go.. went to t 16 find wei hao.. slack there.. online... buy the toast bread and ice cream.. owhaha.. den bu zhi bu jue 8pm le.. haha.. wanted to go tiong bahru one.. not so far.. tt stupid guy dun wan go.. damn..

so me wh and jason went to clementi lor.. eat.. play pool.. den later siang came..

den later waited till 10+.. he send me home.. funni sia..

helpin him to do some doc ma.. den some i dunno.. so in the end ask him come up my house.. den the funny thing:
he onli knoe i stay third floor ma.. so he walked up.. wif my mother infront of him but he dunno she is my mum..
so my mum tio scare.. thinking why a guy following her..
so my darin mum go ask him : who u lookin for? why at here..
den siang says : fren..
mum: which floor ur fren stay
siang: third
mum: which unit
siang:dunno
mum: wad ur fren name
siang: lydia
so my mum replied : oh! i am her mother... LOL
siang immediately scare tio also.. call "aunty"
so fuckin funni..

my mum pressed the door bel... so i went to open the door.. thinking siang know which unit mehx.. wierd.. so open the door saw them.. lol.. cox my phone on silent mode.. never pick up his call.. lol..

den help him type finish le.. print le.. den he went off..

haha.. hmm..

he chose dota den me.. diao.. aniway.. he frm ytd night MIA till now.. haha.. nice .. fuck it.. =)

so today mornign.. overslept.. too tired and lazi to wake up.. din go sch for lecture.. but den.. 12+ still travel to sch do ct proj.. meet up wif daniel and filbert.. do the proj lor.. do till 2+ jiu went off le.. dot dot dot..

reach home.. online till now.. wohaha.. think goin slp awehile.. tonight workin.. sian..

gotten three warning letter.. shhhhh.. crs, pmm and pm1.. diao diao diao..

sigh. everythings changing.. changing into something i dont recgonise.. into another world.. maybe i dont even know who am i now.. hai..

aniway.. cat.. if u read this.. sorri for not meetin u to collect the cert on sat.. sorri sorri..

was sleepy.. but cant realli get to slp..

he booked out le i think. smsed him but he din reply me.

so went to dye hair on friday noon after doctor.. went home first. slack awhile. before headin to bedok... meet up wif eunice at her house there. bring diesal down. den walk to 85. brin him back. fed him. den went back to 85 again. go gan mummy there dye hair. plus abit highlight.

eunice went off halfway. so finished everything at 6+.. went home. meet up wif hx to take some pic of tpy. brought a top. shared wif her cox 2 for 16.. haha. den went home.

someone told me smth.. or rather ask me smth. and speaks the ans.. dot.

went down to home.. siang paid for me the cab fare. haha.. den me him and willy loh. drink abit. was sleepi and tired. sigh.

den went home. online till 10+am before i get to bed to slp. slp till 3+ wake up.. den siang is nice to buy me wantan mian frm joo chiat. haha.. and two packet somemore. one got chilli one no chilli.. diao. so took the food le. jiu go back home.

was still sleepy.. but din go to slp.. was tokin wif eunice and weihao on the phone.. den around 7+ siang came. went to hougang. waited for him awhile. den went to find george. so he drove to serangoon to eat. the xiang gu ba chor mee. lol. different kind.. eat le.. went back to geroge house downstair. den he go off le.. den we went to singapore pools buy soccer.. germany.. and i lost la! -.-" cox draw.. dot.. den later went down to home again.. wait for his frens.. hmm.. had been goin there for the second day.. but today no table.. friday night leh! got soccer.. so went to the pool there watch loh. the indian ciger sux. diao.

din finish watchin the match. and my passport is wif someone. damn fucked up. dun even wanna reply me. knn.. so cannot go jb..

den went to joo chiat there drink something. and decided to go euncie hse find her. since she doin her alice programme.

so she went down to find us. den later she went up brin diesel down. haha. den later tok and tok. den she go up take lap top. den me and siang go ta bao food frm 85.. after eatin.. was 4am. so was kindof tired. so went home..

goin to 6am.. not a sms back frm him. still say wanna c me after u bk out. haha. nice joke. dunno wad is he doin now too.. hmm.. mayb sleepin? hmm.. dunno.. dun even to bother to sms me when u bk out also. but its ok la.. i dun think u treat me as ur gf now. so u dun have to tell me..

this thoughts had been wonderin around my mine this two days. how bastard can a guy be.. u will never ever knoe. cox even if u got the evidence. they also wun admit. they will jux find some excuses to cover it. tokin bout it makes me feel sad for her too. sigh.

mayb it would be much much much better iff guys dont exist in this world! they make life difficult for gers, making them hurt, lying to gers is their profession, kenna find out still wun admit and find excuse somemore.hey.. come on.. get a life man... wads the use of being such a guy. u knoe how to say him. but u? dun even knoe how to reflect on urself.!

u can play but knoe ur limits.

wher will be love when there is no trust..
wher will be trust when u dont love?

nah.. both comes together.. but sometimes.. u will onli have one thing.. is u love but u dont trust...

u love tt person.. u want to trust him wholeheartdly.. u tried.. but he cant seems to giv u the trust and the sercureness.. u love tt person.. u will willing to giv a try to trust him.. but its realli difficult.. not because u dont love him.

wanting to gain someone trust is not jux by saying.. after u break the person trust.. should'nt u take ur time.. ur everything.. try to do to gain back the trust u lost?
should'nt u not lie again.. askin me not to doubt u... but wad u doin is doubtful to me.. and u wanted me to not doubt u.. isnt it funny? wierd..

trust and love is not smth to be claim by saying.. its easy to say.. but issit true?

why? things happening are so contrasting.. one day can happen this.. one day can happen that.. mayb u did not do anything.. mayb u did.. mayb wad u say were lies.. mayb wad u say is the truth.. how the hell am i supposed to knoe..

its impossible.. who will admit if the person tell lies.. sayin" ya. i am lyin to u"

wad u told me on tt day.. on tt faithful night.. wads tt? nah..


"sometimes the best way to lose someone is to grab hard and not know when to let go"

sometimes, learning life in a hard way isn't easy..